Neil Gaiman
Alexander Pope
Sunday, November 20, 2005
to the meanest, the weirdest, the most outspoken, the bravest, the coolest and bestest friend/cousin a girl could ever have...
maureen kate bugarin chavez... woah... i never thought i'd miss saying that name. okay... so i read your infamous blog entry...
don't ever believe the people who ask you to change.(i read all the card thingies people gave...remember?) you don't need to be girlier, preppier or whatever... you're perfect just the way you are. plus, if you start to change then, you would just be boring like the rest of us. no one wants a boring person... trust me... i'm the boring---est(does that word exist?) person ever. see thats sad... even i hate hanging out with myself :) you are a princess. it doesn't take a tiara, a throne or all those stupidass stuff to be one. all it takes is to have the qualities to be one. i swear, you aced the quality part.
it was a pleasure going through fun and irritating teenage stuff with you. i'm thankful for having the chances to bring you home and shit cos, everytime i do that, we get to bond and shit. i'm thankful for the mall adventures including our evil plots, you running out of the movie house when we were watching the grudge, our skybowl baboyness moment and all the other stuff. i'm thankful for the fact that you tried to help me with my uhh... top secret shit... i'm thankful for all the insults we've exchange because if it weren't for those, we would've never been friends. i'm thankful for the phone buddy days when we'd talk forever about random stuff for more than 3 hours. i'm thankful for all the gossip we've exchange through the past 3 years. you will forever be the gossip queen.
i am very sorry for putting you in that awful position last summer. i was stupid. the whole thing was entirely my fault. sometimes(well... actually most of the time), my evil side gets the best of me. i had no right to force you to choose sides. i know you were only trying to help. believe me when i say that i now appreciate everything you tried to do for me. i'm sorry for making you cry cos of one stupidass blog entry.i'm sorry for not always being there for you when you need or when it counts. i'm sorry for being over-bugging you sometimes. i'm sorry for all the cruel things i've done. i'm sorry for not paying much attention to you sometimes.
i've accepted the fact that my handy dandy camera is the only thing that keeps us together. maybe its like what happened to me and danica... maybe we're somehow grown out of each other.again, i believe that the whole growing out of each other thing is completely my fault cos of the stunt i pulled last summer. i really miss you... more than you could ever imagine.
eventhough a lot of sad stuff happened, i wouldn't trade up my high school life for anything. i met a lot of extraordianrily amazing people and experienced a lot of challenging stuff. i'm totally glad i went thorugh most of them with you. i wish we could be friends forever. it doesn't matter where we are naman diba? distance is nothing. :) i know i've said this a lot in the past few days but... i just want you to know and believe that... i love you more than i love my starbucks vanilla frap...