Neil Gaiman
Alexander Pope
Sunday, May 22, 2005 What if you've been in love with someone for the longest time but always ended up in vain. Then suddenly tables are turned and that love is now yours for the taking. What would you do? Would you stay or let me go? Let me go... I know that you've wanted her for so long. She wants you now. Maybe she's right. Perhaps you were really meant for her. Maybe this is whats supposed to happen. Maybe she just needed to get hurt so badly for her to realize that she really does want you. Maybe he needed to put her in so much pain for her to know that you really care about her a lot. Its funny 'cause I never realized that I was with such a hottie. I don't think I want to compete... Specially with girls that are so catty. If you want her then be with her. No one's stopping you. I'll be happy for you no matter what. :) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I'm feeling like there's no love coming to me... For a friend...
And I have no love to give...
When I'm feeling separated from the world...
And cut off from myself...
When I'm feeling annoyed by every little thing...
Because I'm not getting what I want...
I'll remember that there is an infinite amount of love available to me.
And I'll see it in you.
I'll remember that I am complete within myself...
So I'll never have to look to you to complete me.
And most of all, I'll remember that everything I really need I already have, and whatever I don't have will come to me when I'm ready to receive it.
i guess we aren't as tight as i thought. i know you have the right to not tell me whatever's going on in your life but, i dunno... i guess it just sucks 'cause i tell you everything. i never held back information and you never tell me anything. i guess i can't blame you. it's your life. you have your free will. its like, when i find out something new about you, it never really comes from you. i'd have to read it somewhere or answer someone's pop quiz. it sucks cause i talk to you all the time and, you can't even tell me if something's bothering you. i know, you trust very few people in this world because yeah, there is a mask one everyone's face. hmm... maybe i'm not to be trusted. maybe it's because it seems like i don't take anything seriously. I still stand by my word. I still love you and I believe that nothing would ever change that but, you can't expect me to be as open as I was with you before. After all, how could I trust someone who doesn't even trust me.Its like, everything I've done or tried to do always goes unnoticed. Maybe we've grown out of each other. Its amazing though... we've only known each other for 2 school years. I never thought that you could grow out of someone that fast.