Neil Gaiman
Alexander Pope
Sunday, December 25, 2005
bare with me guys... i'm using a notebook... our stupidass pc is still sick. :( god! it's like i haven't updated in ages! my oh my! first of all, merry christmas to everyone! i've been with my cousin the whole day. we just hung out at my grand ma's house. so sad... the malls are closed... it's totally traffic everywhere... bars and restaurants are full... tell me again why christmas is so special? oh yeah! 'cause of the baby. god... i don't think i fully understand the meaning of christmas... we were forced by sir pino to make a reflection paper about chirstmas last year and i'm pretty sure that more than 50% of my reflection paper's content is like, total bullshit(well... most of the reflection paper thingies i write are usually full of crap naman talaga). for the first half of our cl period, my size 1 was completely empty... i just rushed everything i wrote in there. gah! christmas has lost all its meaning! craaaaaaaaaaaaaaap! i think my mom thinks i've turned into the spawn of satan... yesterday she gave me some talk about why we celebrate christmas. i've been studying in a catholic school for more than half of my life... hasn't she figured out that we discuss christ's birth every year? i'm trying to do the whole writing without stopping thing. the thingy where you just type whatever enters your mind without caring about grammar, spelling or organization. so tragic... here comes the drama... i feel sad today. i have no idea why... 'tis the season to be jolly right? i don't get it... if it's really the season then, why the fudge am i so sad? haha! i think i may be insane in the membrane... i played text twist kanina. i completed the thingy. i'm so proud! i keep on doing pointless little thingies... its a time for change... i have to change... i've turned into the devil's advocate... i have to be all nice and crap now. i was a lucky little kid once upon a time. i was somehow innocent... i'll play fair na... i will be friendly... gah! i wanna go back to the 2-4 days... i miss everybody! oh my! i have to do something pala... nyt... haha! labo