Neil Gaiman
Alexander Pope
Friday, May 27, 2005 hmm... nothing to write about today, it was kinda a boring day. i have family obligations again tomorrow. i have to go somewhere near bengay lady's place for a swimming thing of some relative. i don't wanna swim though. the water there might be dirty or something. yikes... i'm bad. i don't even trust my relative. :( i have to go cause my dad wants me to. i bet i'd just be staying in the sidelines eating, listening to the ipod and i'd most probably taking pictures and stuff again. my mom was telling me about her officemate's kid again. she said ****** (she studies in mc so i can't really mention her name ;p) came back from her trip daw sa US. my mom was like, "her mom bought her an ipod nga eh. i didn't know what there was a really really small one pala. yung mapayat". my sister and i seemed kinda bitchy cause we were like, "ipod shuffle?... lang? " i thought about it. the ipod shuffle doesn't even have the touch thing so it would just really seem like an ordinary mp3 player. but still its an ipod right? good for her! :) plus, she probably bought lots of other stuff. like clothes and gadgets. wow... i wanna shop in limited too and buy the xbox 360. i used to love the xbox but now i love the xbox 360. i want one! frapdate:Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight, chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
yay! my sister bought me vanilla frap yesterday. i didn't really think that she would cause she said that she was broke and stuff.